Must. Resist. Feels relapsing.
You are actually what I would call, “boyfriend material”.
But there’s just something (either in you or in me) that’s pulling me back from even bothering to try to be emotionally invested in you. Or maybe anyone for that matter.
If the problem lies with me, have I really become that emotionally selfish? Have I reached that point where I can’t commit myself to someone, let alone anyone? Have I become so emotionally apathetic that I’ve lost the ability to give commitment of my efforts and feelings to someone?
Once, there was a time where I was always told that I put too much of myself in everything. Now, it seems like the total opposite, and there’s no going back.
And in all of this, I have no shame. I almost feel as though I couldn’t care less whether I have the ability to have a stable (let alone healthy) relationship. I just…. I don’t care.
Thanks for taking the time to read this letter. As fellow YouTubers, we have much respect for others who put so much hard work into building their channel. It’s not easy, and you should be proud! That said, we’ve noticed that in your success, there has been a lack of respect in…
There are a lot of blurry lines in the world, but this isn’t one of them. I’m very pleased the our community has come together to discuss this openly and rationally. Five stars to Laci for binding people together in that, with an open and clear message.
I hope (expect even) that Sam will be taking the video down soon, because every moment it’s up is another moment where he’s normalizing assault and societal dominance of women.
This was a really sweet message, but I’m not sure if I’m taking my “selfish image” in the proper way, aha.
But thanks, Anon.
aw ye gurl hottest pic I’ve seen of you yet, hot dayum. I’m also surprised I didn’t see Stay the Night on that list, but maybe you just stick to obsessing over one Zedd song at a time ;PLOL aw thanks bae~
As the weekend comes to a close, and not having heard a single word from the school dance team, I think it’s safe to say that I didn’t make it.
It’s okay, Louise. This isn’t the first time you’ve auditioned and never made it.
It’s not that I’m absolutely bitter about it; it’s just that this very slight feeling of rejection is why I never bother to put myself out there to begin with. Every time that I have put myself out there, it’s always about not being good enough and that I should practice. And I do practice, but it seems like it’ll never amount to anything.
I guess I’m just tired of trying to push myself to be better only to see that it’ll never be enough.
JFC CHARLES LIKE WHY
Here is a picture of me 15 minutes after waking up from surgery after getting my wisdom teeth taken out
3. Dog person or Cat person?
Definitely a dog person
8. Favourite colour(s)
10. Favourite animal
28. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A lawyer… And then in the 8th grade, I decided I would become (and I was dead serious at the time) a “biochemical engineer”.
41. Describe your fashion taste
Lazy and bum.
52. Favourite book(s)
60. Favourite song(s)
64. Favourite fruit
71. Pizza or Chicken Nuggets?
77. Hot or Cold?
80. Picnic in the park or Romantic dinner?
A picnic in the park can be a romantic dinner, like bruh, c’mon!
85. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Still in student debt~
92. What was the last movie you cried at?
The Fault In Our Stars
96. One thing you love about yourself.
My butt. Because even though it has a lot of flaws like stretch marks and stuff, it’s still proud and perky. Keep doin’ yo’ thang, butt. You are my role model.