I was Superman and you were kryptonite, disguised as Lois Lane.
I gave up everything for you. I did everything I could for you. I gave you things I didn’t even realize I had. I did everything. For you. Just as how Superman went to the ends of the earth for Lois Lane.
But you robbed me of everything I had. You took so much from me, until I had nothing left.
I’ll never forget the person who not only took everything I had away from me, but moreover that I actually got hurt by a person I love. Can you just imagine Lois Lane stabbing Superman in the back with Kryptonite? After what you did to me, I can.
This is what happens. You hide yourself in between the walls and hope that no one would feel your breath beating against the hollowness of your chest. But, someone will knock and you’ll feel the need to sink beneath your dust coated floorboards. There is something about wanting to hide yourself from the world because you demand and tell yourself that it is chaotic and shallow. But, if you would just allow yourself to see it in a different perspective, you’ll know that it isn’t all bad.
just because you dont break skin or use a razor doesnt mean it cant be self harm
just because they never hit you doesnt mean it cant be an abusive relationship
just because you can communicate in some circles doesnt mean you cant have anxiety or socializing issues
just because you have a good day doesnt mean you cant have depression
Do not let your perception of how your struggle should be silence you. Your problems are real and they deserve attention.
I can’t even look at you, because we’re so physically and emotionally distanced.
But even thinking about seeing each other face to face. All I can hear myself say to you is, “I want to look at you, and not feel so hurt nor betrayed by you. But we can’t change what’s already happened.”
But I think I’d struggle to even get a simple “Hi” out.
2. Kissed a boy?
3. Had sex in public?
8. Do you like bubble baths?
kinda trying to shake out the idea that staying in a bath for too long is practically bathing in your own filth)
9. Kissed in the rain?
no i wish lol
15. Smoke weed?
contrary to popular belief, i’ve never done it lol
31. Ever used a bow and arrow?
41. Wear a bath robe?
used to, i can’t find it anymore :(
45. How many relationships have you had?
Depends on what I consider a legitimate relationship. But I’d say like 5.
54. Tattoos or no tattoos?
No preferences really, as long as they don’t go too overboard with the tattoos or get mad if I get one.
55. Quiet stay-at-home or party type?
Somewhere in the middle. Party guys are the ones that usually have girls all over them (no me gusta) and a quiet stay-at-home one is nice, but I’d get bored out of my mind once in awhile if all we ever did was stay home and do nothing.
I really enjoyed talking to you but I guess it wasn’t vice versa. I’m kinda sad since you didn’t even reply nor say good bye at all. I’m kinda bummed out since I thought we really hit it off and that there’s a slight chance that we can start talking. I was wrong. This sucks. Well I learned not to get my hopes and just faced the worst. I feel like the universe doesn’t want me to get into a real relationship. It’s always against me and when things do start getting better. It just smack me in the face and bring me down even more. Well I’m just glad I got to meet you and became your friend. Hopefully I get to see you again.