Theresa Louise M. Lagman.
Toronto, Canada.

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drewtrinnh:

I think one of the worst pains when you’re single and trying to win someone over comes at the moment when you realize they’re not interested in you.

At that point it becomes a myriad of thoughts ranging from why aren’t I good enough to love is a bitch. Your self-esteem falls off the edge and you’re caught swimming in a pool of depression. All you can think about is love and every time you hear the word it reaches at your heart and wrenches every warm emotion out of it.

But that’s stupid. I mean, how can you relate your self-worth on someone else’s subjective opinion of you? If that’s what your self-esteem is made of, then I suggest you rethink yourself. 

But there’s still that pain over losing someone you wanted. Where does it come from? It’s got to be love right? It’s got to be, especially if you feel that physical pain in your chest. Your heart’s about to cave in, your eyes well up and you’re you caught in a lonely sad place. 

But it’s not love. I’m sorry, but it can’t be. Love is something built between two people over a period of time. You saw her, but you didn’t fall in love with her. That pain comes from you overvaluing something that you imagined to be possible. The pain I’m talking about makes you numb. It doesn’t allow you to eat or sleep or be happy.

I don’t mean to burst your bubble but I just wanted to share with y’all something I learned during my last relationship. Love is a beautiful thing but so many people don’t see it when they’ve got it. Love is fighting for someone else’s happiness even if that happiness doesn’t include you. It’s not about going on cute ass dates at Signal Hill or buying hella gifts. It the struggle that you endure when situations get rough. It’s letting go when it’s time. It’s knowing that in the end, you cry not because you’re sad, but because you’re glad it happened in the first place.

I was in love. I see it now. 

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• Trackname:

  Sundays with Michael

• Artist:

  Lang Leav

• Album:

  Lang Leav's Album

langleav:

Check out my poetry reading from my new book Love & Misadventure and order a copy here.

Sundays with Michael
I hold my breath and count to ten, I stand and sit, then stand again. I cross and then uncross my legs, the planes are flying overhead. The dial turns with every twist, around the watch, around his wrist. Resting there with pen in hand, who could ever understand? The way he writes of all I dream, things kind yet cruel and in-between, where underneath those twisted trees, a pretty girl fallen to her knees. Who could know the world we’ve spun? I shrug my shoulders and hold my tongue. I hold my breath and count to ten, I stand and sit, then stand again. 

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langleav:

Love & Misadventure by Lang Leav

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wild-nirvana:

•my spiritual world•

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