I’m always regretting it. Not because I saw something I hate, but because I’m always wondering why I’m even checking up on you. You don’t seem to take the initiative to check up on me, so why is it that I’m checking up on you.
Honestly? I will say I’ll be a great girlfriend at first, but then.. I’ll end up being kind of clingy. I’ll believe whatever you say. I’ll be a bitch when you didn’t even do anything wrong. I’ll pick a fight. I can be the most stubborn asshole alive. But, I can treat you right. I can make you smile and feel like a prince. I’ll be faithful. My bitchiness can come out as a great girlfriend just for you.
I want to date some one. Not as dating as, “Oh that’s my boyfriend/girlfriend,” but dating as going out places, getting to know someone, having one on one time with that one person, getting to know their likes & dislikes, to gradually get to know and develop real feeling for them, slowly getting to know that one person on a different level then just hanging out with a group of friends. That’s what I want.
He’s not gonna come after you. He’s going to find a girl that “appreciates” him. If you act all damaged, he’s going to find a “normal” girl. If you move away from him, he isn’t going to grab you, hug you tight and make you kiss him. He’s going to think you’re not into him. This isn’t a movie. That stuff doesn’t happen in real life. Learn how to deal with boys in reality before they find another girl who will.
I don’t have anyone to lean on or to talk to. Everyone have their own problems and I have mine. I don’t want others to worry about my burdens along with theirs so I built for wall for myself and others. I put on this smile to let people know I’m still here, but truly I know I’m somewhere else. Let’s just see how long I can endure this front.
I hate it. I despise it. It’s not fair. If people come into my life, they should stay. Coming into my life and leaving is like reading a book and not bothering to read the ending. I’m just tired of seeing people walk in and out of my life. I’ve tried closing all my doors, not letting people in, but people have managed to slither into my life and then sneak out the back door when things get tough. If you’re not going to stay in my life, don’t bother walking in.
I hate it when I meet someone and we’re actually gaining feelings for each other and its actually something, but some shit has to happen and everything between us falls apart. Then as time moves on, time from time you wonder about the “what if’s” and the things you
could haveshould have done to help prevent that almost there relationship from completely tumbling down. And sometimes, you wish you could just go back and change it into what you wanted to turn out from it.
Has had their quitting point.Started not to give a fuck about anyone and anything.You decided to quit and give up in life and let life win.But because of one problem,that happened on one day meant it was the end of the world?No,because you still have many years ahead of you and who knows million or even billion of days ahead of you!Don’t let one problem get to you because it’s not the end.
He’s the only one who understands me. He’s always here for me every second, through all my decisions, thoughts, challenges, and happiness. He listens when I cry out and he sends angels to guide me through my time of need. He gives me strength and protects me from evil. He’s my best friend, Father, and my God. I love him.