You only lose when you stop trying, so I guess you’ve lost then.
What makes you think I’m going to make myself that easy again? You say you love me, but you can’t even show it by at least accepting this “challenge”. I should’ve been a challenge to begin with, but because I actually took a risk for you, I let my walls down and made myself too accessible to you. Now that I’ve barely even rebuilt my walls, you want to give up, seeming as though it’s my fault again. Because, “if I really loved you”, I wouldn’t have to make you try so much.
Bitch please, this is nothing to what I’d even expect you to do on the first try.
Sex on Christmas? Mmm, that sounds wonderful right about now.
I didn’t give up because I didn’t love you anymore. I gave up because I got tired of getting hurt & feeling like you never cared.
I hate how since school is over now, there’s nothing interesting on the internet.
But when I have a shitload of assignments and units to finish the following day, the internet is full of fucking gold. WHAT OF THIS.
How the fuck am I supposed to try or even show that I care if you won’t let me?
Today is officially the worst day of my life.
“I need some space”
Why does that phrase scare me so fucking much? I guess to me, if someone were to tell me that, it feels like they’re basically telling me, “Oh, you’re too clingy. Let me put a wall between us two because I don’t like how you’re getting too attached.” I’m sorry, it’s just in my nature. I wouldn’t expect that someone like you would have such a big impact in my life, therefore having to be with you is practically an impulse without my consent sometimes. It’s just a feeling that takes over that I want to be with someone important in my life like yourself; because with you, I can actually imagine a future. If I can imagine that, then obviously I can’t really even fathom the idea of you being out of my life, let alone you separating even by the slightest bit; because every single day, I find that I’m falling more and more for you. And for you to one day tell me that we’ll have to separate a bit kinda scares me because you’re practically telling me, “Hey, fuck your feelings, because I don’t feel the same way. Just move on with your life, it’s for the best.”
Why I liked this 1.5 hour episode of Glee so much
- It addressed mental illnesses
- It pointed out that self-esteem such a major issue in today’s society
- Homosexuals (as always)
- SOWK & Gaga
This is the first time I’ve really seen Glee tackle a mental illness issue. I mean, sure there’s that girl from the Cheerio’s, but they don’t make such a big deal out of it. I guess it really struck me because I feel that my mom suffers from OCD (but she doesn’t want to admit it) and we’re scared it could potentially affect her daily life. For them to point out that something as OCD that may not be as “severe” as Down’s Syndrome or Dyslexia, was amazing because it shows that just because it’s not as “bad” as other mental illnesses, it still affects someone and everyone around them.
Self-esteem? I think I blog about that too much. But really, look at today’s society. We’re expected to stick to the status quo. You have to look a certain way to feel comfortable and socially accepted. It sucks a lot, but you know what? Confidence is key to being “socially accepted”; all you need to do is love yourself and everything will be fine.
It’s never good to make fun of the LGBT community, especially if you’re doing it via Tumblr. It’s like asking to get your genitals ripped off and fed to you. Do you want that? I don’t think so. But regardless, I could relate to a lot of what they said there: Santana having her love “unaccepted”, Brittney only being bicurious, and so much more. I don’t know, I can go on and on about it, but clearly, you get the point (I think).
You can never go wrong once you’ve mixed Glee with Gaga. Oh and Kurt with his singing, don’t forget, he has the sex appeal of a baby penguin (LOL). And their rendition of SOWK was just moving. Don’t ask why, it just is.
Overall, I must say, that must be my favorite episode of glee
I remember when I was younger, I didn’t know if this was a guy or girl.
i still dont know… :\
I’m fifteen and a half years old and I’ve been watching this show ever since the first day it was released in 1998 … I still don’t know until this very day.
I better find your love and I better find your heart.
But clearly you don’t have any love for me nor have the heart to tell me how you really feel about us.