I am too hurt, for my own good to even be repaired.
I don’t know where to go anymore, and I’m tired of running head-first into these dead-ends when it just slams right into my face. And I’m tired of getting hurt again and again by the people I’m trying to care for the most. And I’m sorry for disappointing everyone. I give up, simply because I’ve done all that I could and it’s just led to disappointing you, and so saying goodbye is the best solution to stop disappointing you.